Easter Weekend

But my soul will forever care
and my senses continue to stare
and so am i willing to dare
For losing you is indefinable
and my heart will forever be unstable

I'm at my wits end and just utterly exhausted. Maggie is falling in love with Felix Capra and I have no idea what to do. She's planning to leave the coven and if it doesn't kill me it will absolutely crush my heart. I have no energy to be angry with it right now so I've decided to sit down and talk to her. It's possibly the last thing I can do besides talk to him. Liam hasn't given much feedback about it but he has been my rock and I love him for it. I hope that things work out for the better. Ren, Santiago, and I had a few hours of sparring yesterday which helped immensly.

Easter weekend was a blast (besides the whole ordeal with Maggie). I've spent time with Ren which that woman is my soul mate and always knows how to make my day better. We had a blast with Nessa the past 3 days. She is such a charmer. The egg hunt was spectacular! Though don't ever get a bunch of vampires and raw eggs together it was an epic battle and my hair lost. I'm hoping we have as much fun in Forks. We may wait until Renata can join us though since I'm not sure Maggie will be coming along. I guess I should just will it my way huh? haha Well time to go be serious and talk to Mags.

Ok I know it's been awhile and I'm dreadfully sorry. I had to take some much needed time to myself to sort out the last couple of weeks and just be me for awhile. I didn't take the professor job the gentleman there gave me a bad vibe and I also didn't feel I was as up to date as I would want to be to start teaching again so I decided to start working on publishing my book. We are going to visit the Cullens in a week or so. Maggie is getting overly restless but besides that we've had peaceful days and she is turning out good in our sparring matches. I'm keepin a bit easy on her seeing she ain't got much of a clue to what she's doing. But her new car is gorgeous and now I'm thinking about buying another one and racing her. Other than that I'm as fiesty as ever and always willing to pick a fight so let me know if ya wanna it's been a few days since anyone gave me a run.